A Little Crazy

I know I haven't written here for some time. Once the hacker dissolved back into wherever he came from, I decided to go back and write on Life In The Second Half. So if you've wondered where I have been - that's where I am. I'm also spending more time on writing the infamous book, and while I don't really want to close this secret little blog, most of my writing is done on Life for the time being. I will, however, keep this one just in case the hacker resurfaces.

Thank you guys, for being so wonderful to follow me around. 

What's going on?

My husband has an annual ski vacation with several of his friends every year. One man is unable to attend this year because of several problems, one of which was that his email was hacked and damage done. He discovered it when he returned home from a trip. Many hours were spent trying to fix the problem.

What is going on? This is about the fifth person that I know this month with this type of issue. Is the Internet under siege?

Are you confused?

You may, or may not, have noticed that I put Life In The Second Half back up. The reason I did this is because of the following, and the desire to write an e-book based on many of the posts I did over the last 3.5 years. It was suggested that one needs to sell the books by blogging, etc. Google picks up Life because it was Blog of Note. It has many followers, most from other countries, strangely, and I felt I should keep it until I can see where I can go with e-publishing.

I am going to keep this personal blog, however. I feel exposed on Life, and would prefer to have a place I can go that I am just around friends that I feel like I "know." Does that make sense?

Hopefully the hacker will move on and won't find me a target. I've never done anything to him, but I'm not sure my friend has either. 

Numerology and Energy

I looked up and noticed the time today and it was 11:22 - since that date is also my birthday, I starting thinking about numerology, which is  something that I know little about.  But I remembered this bit of information found on the Carlini Institute website that I thought to pass along. Heather has a wonderful site that also talks about the effects of solar flares, and many other interesting things.

Numerology is a science of numbers.  It has been around for 25000 years or more.  Pathagoras was the famous Greek mathematician born in 580BC.  His theory was to take man from the Level l (egocengtriity) to the level 9 (that of selflessness).   The world is made up of numerical sequences just as sacred geometry shows us and it is one of my favourite subjects.

One of the phenomena which is occurring these days to let us know how our journey is progressing, is the appearance of a series of numbers. The numbers have a message for us to pay attention to.  Numbers have their own vibration or frequency and they speak an energy language.  You may find yourself waking up at night and it is 1:11, 2:22, 3:33, 4:44 or 5:55.

According to various sources  these numbers mean the following:

111    New beginnings, showing that the energy is moving in a new direction.

222    It is time to be in the ascension process

333    Decision number.  It is time to make a decision.

444    You have just completed an important phase.

555    Christ conscious energy.  Very significant.

666    Alignment of the body, the mind and the Soul.

777    Integration of the ego with the higher spiritual frequencies of the Soul.

888    Symbolizes infinity where the physical merges with the spiritual.

999    Completion

000    Null zone energy in which you are in a phase shift into a new energy field.

11:11 Beginning a new phase of development.  An energy portal has just opened for you.

12:12 A cosmic connection.  A bridge to the future.

Time to pay attention, in other words, to the journey you are on.

Water, The Great Mystery

I think out of all of the books, movies, and Internet searches, this film has affected me more than any other. It is not flashy, but its message is life changing.

Water, something we all take for granted could actually be the connector of all life. In this film scientists from many countries give information on the unique qualities of water. We all know we need it to live, but did you know that water has memory? That everything it comes in contact actually leaves a magnetic imprint? That every drop of water that the earth started with is still here?

The understanding that our thoughts are so incredibly powerful, that they may very well be transported through the water (from our brains) to the water around us and then into the Universe is beyond astonishing. Our thoughts change the molecular structure of water! In fact the molecular structure of water is most distorted in ares of high negativity and foul language. Can you imagine what it must be doing to our own water-based anatomy? It ties together everything I have learned on the power of intention and human consciousness, and put it in a practical understanding.

Water may very well be the key to the Universe. The more I learn, the more I realize it is the most mundane in our world that is the most powerful and astonishing. Simplicity is extraordinary.

I would highly recommend this film to anyone involved in healing. And not another day will go by that I don't bless my food, water, and give thanks for all that I have in my life.

Love and Gratitude - it's what it's all about.

Something Must Die

I believe that for something to be born, something must die. In my case, it was my blog. Life In The Second Half had to die in order for The Evolving Human to be born. Of course, that was not my intention when I deleted my first blog. It was more to get out of the way of a hacker, but maybe the time was ripe, and the reason came along. I was having a hard time ending Life, leaving behind my readers, not knowing how I wanted to fill that space in my life. But I was also having thoughts of murder - of my blog that is - and the hacker gave me an excuse to move on and move on quickly. I knew it was time to evolve my writing, to take more time to think things through, to write in greater depth than three paragraphs, several times a week.

Many theorists are now saying that is what is happening in our world. That we are going through a planetary birthing. The earth is now moving north of the galatic plane of our galaxy. We know that when we were here before, life on earth had cataclysmic changes. But could this time be different? Could we actually be going through a birthing of sorts for our universe? Or is that just wishful thinking from an ego-centric group of beings that cannot fathom the end to their species. My husband postulates that if anyone is to be saved, it could be the whale - which actually is much move evolved than we are. It has a bigger brain and is able to survive a much harsher environment than us fragile humans. That is the biologist in him.

The two movies on my sidebar, Humanity Ascending and Visions, featuring Barbara Marx Hubbard, follow the journey of mankind from the Big Bang to where we are now. Her theory is that we are evolving into an ever-higher order of complexity and synergy. That this is a natural tendency of systems in crises. She is an amazing woman, over eighty years old and still vibrant. In fact, she says she is feeling younger than ever. Could purpose be better than botox? Okay we know the answer to that one, never mind.

One of many interesting thoughts to come from this movie was that if we had a camera in the womb before birth we would think the baby was dying just before it enters the world. It has outgrown its home, systems are shutting down, the baby is in crises. Then a light appears in the horizon, chaos ensues, and then the baby is born into the new.

We may very well be the baby.

Here is my Hicks quote for today - could it be more appropriate?


Some things you're not letting happen right now because the timing isn't perfect for you. Some you're not letting happen because you are very aware of where you are. But all things, as they are happening, are happening in perfect order. And if you will relax and begin saying, "Everything in its perfect time. Everything is unfolding. And I'm enjoying where I am now, in relationship to where I'm going. Content where I am, and eager for more," that is the perfect vibrational stance.
--- Abraham

Excerpted from the workshop in Kansas City, KS on Wednesday, September 17th, 2003 # 729

Our Love,
Jerry and Esther

My Brand New Blog

Okay, so now I have a new blog. One that can allow me to discuss only those things I view as important to the evolution of human kind, if I so desire. If you are not interested in esoteric ideas, then this is not the blog for you. I've left behind any semblance of trying to write for other people. Some of you may be friends from Life In The Second Half, and some of you will be new, but rest assured we will talk about all sorts of things that may or may not be your cup of tea, including the politics of the day. I'm excited to have a new blog, and if you are reading this, welcome to The Evolving Human.